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Bah.

Well, that olive branch was obviously too subtle, or I'm slipping off the radar. Though to be honest, after having to sit through inane rambling and/or pathetic whinging for the past few months, I can fully understand why my journal is of absolutely no interest to anyone.

Perhaps if I were less subtle and more outspoken about things which were bothering me, I might get somewhere. But I also might alienate the lot of you.

Can't win either way, can I?

Addendum, 16.47: The thing is, paranoia is like a virus. It starts small and then spreads to the other bits of your brain. So now I'm wondering, after re-reading old e-mails and old comments, if in fact I was just being humoured in my ramblings and there was no real connection there at all. My purpose was initially to offer a service, after all, and friendship was a nice bonus. I never wanted to end up inside one of those banal friendships where the only contact is Christmas cards, and yet...

Gah. Why can't I just let things go for once?

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jackiesjottings
Mar. 10th, 2009 01:44 pm (UTC)
I always read you :) Admittedly I don't always comment but I always read.
teylaminh
Mar. 10th, 2009 01:56 pm (UTC)
Sorry, that wasn't aimed at you... That old friend Paranoia snuck up on me unannounced again. :(

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teylaminh
Mar. 11th, 2009 08:54 am (UTC)
And, as to Jackie - sorry, it's not aimed at you. :)

As ever, the person/people it is at will not notice, I imagine. No rush on the shipper!post, though I will periodically poke you about it - I'm just looking forward to reading it muchly. :)

Paranoia needs to go away, though. It's evil. I'm feeling a little better this morning (not half-dead with tiredness) so that's something.
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doec
Mar. 16th, 2009 03:48 am (UTC)
I always read your posts, even if I don't always leave a comment. I'm working on a 3rd X-Files fic! Gah! I don't know if I'll finish this one, it has potential to become silly/pointless. It might just fizzle out after the opening scene. Basically it involves the erasure of their language centers of the brain, so words of any sort are essentially meaningless and they have to re-learn how to communicate. I'm trying to play it straight, it's not deliberately sillyfic, but we'll see where it goes. What did you think of the POTO songfic? I haven't posted it yet, but if you give it the okay then that's good enough for me :-)
teylaminh
Mar. 16th, 2009 08:56 am (UTC)
I haven't even had chance to sit and read it yet, sorry... Was insanely tired last week and a bit disinclined to really do anything.

I was going to do so this weekend but was out most of Saturday and had a grand total of 10 minutes at the PC on Sunday. I'll attempt to get back to you tonight...
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