i was going to go out like last year. i was completely psyched to do so. but then i realised i was actually quite comfortable here. if dee had called before six o clock, then possibly, i would have gone out. but she has not yet called. and i can't be bothered.
i'm caught in this bizarre paradox now...
/ - i want to wear my witchy outfit again (albeit a different dress)
\ - i can't be arsed to get all dressed up again, do the makeup, etc...
/ - i like halloween and have made this fact increasingly obvious all day
\ - it's frelling freezing out there!
/ - i have bought a broom especially for the occasion
\ - it only cost me a quid and it will keep til next year
/ - i feel incredibly antisocial
\ - i am incredibly antisocial
/ - i half-promised i'd go
\ - i didn't completely promise. besides, we didn't actually organise it properly.
i have unplugged the phone, not bothered with chorus tonight pretending to be out for halloween stuff, and settled down with my favourite fanfic archive. happy frelling halloween...
my entire upper body feels like it's fallen into my stomach and i hate it when that happens... grrr. hormones. hormones bad... :(