May 5th, 2002

Photo - leaves

remembrance of things past...

y'know, it's weird... everything that happened outside the stage door last night keeps coming back in random fragmented sections, as if i was very, very drunk...

in a way, i suppose i was... drunk on the biggest post-show high i've ever been on... and i didn't feel hyper until about an hour later. after the show i was almost... i dunno... i was very subdued and silent, just serene and calm and incredibly quiet...

and when faith came out i couldn't stop giggling, but she's a very funny lady :)

i remember she did an impression of mavis from corrie. completely randomly... i can't for the life of me remember what she said, but...

and... i recall there was a guy wanted his arm signed... and the nice japanese man (who was almost as excited as me, by the sound of him) had just lent me his pen and the arm-guy wanted the pen... and i was holding it over my head trying to get it away from him... then faith got the pen... wow, it's such a blur, it's scary...

the guy did get his arm signed in the end...

and... i am now completely mortified by the fact that i asked about the damn fanfic... i can't believe i did that... and... that moment, when it seemed like it hadn't got there, and the embarassment factor was just rising and rising, and then the light dawned... i think i must have breathed the biggest sigh of relief...

and then i couldn't stop grinning. and couldn't string a sentence together... but all the while, still being remarkably calm and collected.

until i got in the taxi and practically burst out in giggles while i texted eve...

wow... so bizarre...