photos of a) my birthday thingy and b) halloween will be available on saturday and viewable soon after...
then there's just derek's, too...
and, as the constant PMT doth descend, i'd just like to say something.
i have no money. i spent all my money last year on various indulgences such as a new computer, seeing sunset 3 times, going to the con, etc. i am now incredibly overdrawn with no money coming in, and, although it was worth it, i can't help but feel horrible over the sheer amout of money i managed to spend. i tried, in fact, to make a list, and gave up.
the little booklet for the hippodrome came through. going to the hippodrome is expensive. this season, i want to see the following things:
- rocky horror in april
- matthew bourne's nutcracker immediately after
- miss saigon
- the king and i (technically that's at the alex, but still)
- when it gets here (and, in fact, before it does, if i can) - cats.
and i'm going to the con again, having already paid for it.
now. claudia black is signing in london. and i'm not going. i'm a moron. i'm a broke moron who loves musicals too much and must sacrifice something, which just happens to be that.
i'm also a frelling jealous moron. i'm happy for everyone going. i am. i really am. and i know you'll all have a fabulous time.
however. myself being the jealous and sulking type, i politely request you not to tell me about it. or, actually, no, you may, but please ask what my mood is like first...
fangirls with PMT are never good...
don't you just have days when you detest yourself?