June 7th, 2005

Photo - leaves

Well, it's a start.

Today I had supervision, which I'd forgotten entirely about.  It was just as well, actually, because I got a few things off my chest therein.

1) Permanency of job.  Next thing they need to sort is the medical check - er, could they not have done that while they were waiting for the CRB to clear?  Meh.
2) Complained about Sandra, in that she shoots down my suggestions and acts like the most senior member of staff, despite the fact me and Cynthia have both been around longer than her.  So I complained, mostly because being talked down to like I'm a small child with stupid ideas makes me feel like crap at the best of times, and it's not good for the working environment.  And as it turns out, Cynthia complained about her, too, which is a relief.  Tina said she'll be monitoring the situation, but she doesn't want to say anything to Sandra at the moment because we're all stressed about the impending inspection and the changes being made with Chairs' diaries, but if it gets any worse I just have to email her to let her know.  Which is nice.  Having a friendly line manager makes all the difference.
3) Also said I couldn't go to the CP training day thingummy on Wednesday as I have a doctor's appointment (which I haven't made yet, but you know...), and chatted out health issues with her as well, or at least the tiredness issue.

So it was slightly cathartic, at least.

Inline was sucky today.  That is all.
Photo - leaves

That Lyrics Meme Again

As before: all MP3s put into Winamp, randomised about fifteen times.  Favourite line/s of song is posted without referring to the title; guess the artist and song title.  Only short because Most Haunted is on in a moment...  I'm bored, and I know that only about two people ever try and guess, but I'll do it anyway...

1. Here I sit, much determined, ever ill-equipped.
2. I never needed this.  I never needed anyone.
3. So go on and scream, scream at me.
4. I saw your dreams and, infatuated with this freedom, you say the words and I could be them, and I'd be your angel.
5. When we're dead, they'll know just who we are.
6. When you're alone and afraid, and you're completely amazed to find there's nothing anybody can do...
7. Are you sorry?  Are you kidding?
8. Don't need your poison, me.  I'll dig the melancholy.
9. If you were smart, you would keep on walking out of my life, as fast as you can.
10. It's hard sometimes not to look away, and think, "What's the point?"

Meh.  Even that used up too much energy.  Good luck... answers in a few days.

Edit, cuz I got tagged by shoeboxgirly

Name six top songs of the moment then tag six people.

In no particular order:

1. The Capones - Hear It (because it's in my frelling head.)
2. Moulin Rouge - El Tango du Roxanne
3. The Woman in White - I Believe My Heart
4. Placebo - Pure Morning (again, it's in my head. I feel a single-buying coming...)
5. Alanis Morrisette - Everything
6. Katie Melua - Closest Thing To Crazy

These six people have to do this, but other can as well if they want to:

thefleshfailure
yoshi
last_dance (to make her frellingwell post something)
collie_wing
rubytitania
bizarre_imagery